What Will You Do?

Surrender the demons at my wake,
Watching my every breath.
Speechless of the words said,
Can't I live this my way?

Let me find him,
It's the only way.
No match will connect,
But my own, the one I pick out.

Happiness I will fly to,
Where ever that may be.
Sitting here waiting once again,
Hoping it will be my last.

Had enough of the hating,
Do you even care?
Hopefully my turn will be soon,
Take the final walk along the line.

Starting again won't end it,
Broken inside, glue isn't strong enough.
Choking on my own thoughts,
I can't make a good move.

What can you do?
Why can't I leave without goodbye?