It was a spring evening
As far as i remember
We were walking
Not caring, that it was late
No one around, to see us
It was quite now
We sat on a bench
We talked and kissed
Like any lovers would
Without a care in the world
He started touching me
And i thought nothing of it
He held my hands
He kissed me again and again
He started squeezing, hurting me
I told him to stop
And he did, but only for a short while
He kissed me on the chest and neck
I was stupid, i let him
He looked at me and grinned
It was so evil
He grabbed me as if i were a rag doll
A mere object without feelings
I cried for him to stop
But he did not listen
He pushed me to the floor
He pinnd me down
I was unableto do anything
Unable to prevent what he was about to do
I couldn't believe, why was I so blind
I tried to scream
But all that came out was a gasp for air
He covered my mouth stopping my cries
He was ripping my clothes
But he was unable
He struck me
Trying to prevent my struggling
I was in pain
I wasn't about to let him use me
And abuse me
He force my hand to caress his body
I wanted to be sick
He squeezed harder and harder
I was to terrified to scream
I could barely breathe
He played with my trousers
I wasn't gonna have any of that
I dont know what happened
But I kicked him off
And ran
I ran
But he grabbed me
And he slapped me
What could I do
I kicked him
He wouldn't let go
I kicked him again and again
Untill he let go
He screamed
"You miserable b***h"
I didn't care,
I kept running
"I never even loved you anyway"
My heart stopped
I looked back at him
That was it
My whole world fell to my feet
He laughed at me and limped away
I felt weak
And useless
He was out of sight
I struggled to get my breath
I didn't know where i was any more
I was hurting badly
And i was actually sick
Sick over love!
I never could of thought
He'd of done anything like that
I felt so used
I could see his face everywhere i looked
I could smell him on me
Since that spring evening
He's always there, watching me
I can't ever forget
Because of the scars he left behind
I was covered in scratches
And bruises
I can still feel his hand striking my face
I can feel it pulsating through my body
Because of the scars he left behind
