What`s Really Going On

The pain has subsided
It`s all gone away
Now I have confided
In all of you today

It doesn`t hurt anymore
I thought it really would
I didn`t cry `til four
Last night I actually could

Tears no longer help me
Now I`ve found something sharp
I have found the key
To unlock my painful heart

I bleed because I`m stressed
I really want to leave
I just need some rest
Sometimes I want to heave

I`ve more then one secret
They just seem to pile on
But I will always keep it
No matter who comes along

Parents are an enemy
They don`t even care
People screw and then they leave
And act like I weren`t there

I am large and have some zits
I fail at all I do
I want to crawl into a pit
To keep from being blue

Celebrities and movie stars
Always look ideal
They own expensive cars
And look good behind the wheel

This poem is all about me
You think I`m up myself
I just want to hide and flee
To sit up on a shelf

Dad`s always very mean
He treats me like a child
His partner`s all so lean
And so very wild

They`re forever in my face
They just won`t go away
To leave me in my place
All they do is play

I`ve rambled on for far too long
Now I need to end
Everything just seems so wrong
It will all depend