This big black room that i live in

I come to school everyday.
i don't say much to anybody.
i feel so alone.
i feel like I'm in a dark black room.
with nobody to comfort me, nobody to care.
why did this happen?
what did to deserve this?
this is my heart crying for u.
I'm poring my life out on a platter.
why did this happen?
i am all alone in a dark room where people watch from the outside like i am an animal in a cage.
why do i live in this big dark room