Your words try to be kind
But there is a chill to them
That stabs through my chest
If I move there is no good
I have no one
I am no one
I'm as invisible as a snowflake in a blizzard
So many people pass me by
And yet no one notices me
And when someone does notice
They find a defect in me
Just like people do to a snow flake
I am not the perfect snowflake I portray myself to be
On the outside I may be frozen just like the others
But on the inside it is like hell has erupted
Tearing me apart
Breaking me down like I am nothing
Because I am nothing
Hell is tarring me apart
Jut like the glances I do not get
I finally found someone
You said I had a sparkle in my eye
But you broke me down like everyone else
And found that flaw that you were looking for
You were the first person that made me feel whole
You threw me away like I was that defected snow flake
Just like everyone else has done
I wish I could go curl up in a bush
And fall asleep so then I would never
Feel the cold again
I would wear nothing but a t-shirt and jeans
So then I would freeze the eternal hell
Maybe the cold will freeze hell over
That has engulfed my body
But I doubt this
Because all of the fury I have inside
When I just pushed all my emotions back
Will burst out of my body when I die
And surround the people around me
The only thing I can talk to is you Lucky
My worshiping cat
But I am nothing to worship
You should be worshiping the people around me
Because they are something
And I am nothing
In the eyes of an angel
I am not the pure soul that they are looking for
They also pass me by
As if I am the defect that the world has
They also throw me away from this world
Down into the hell that is inside me
So then I can suffer in pain
The pain that I pushed back throughout the years
Every emotion that I have felt is inside the soul of the hell
Every time I cry the tears burn as if they are made of acid
The angels have come down and swept me into their arms
But where was body was against theirs
There are burns that will last forever
Because I am nothing
And feel like nothing
And will always be nothing
