It made her do it

Shes afraid...
her thoughts might take over
shes crying...
murdering isn't the answer
psychotic..
she sees the pictures in her mind..
stabbing..
please don't let it take over her life
swallow..
these pills will try to make it stop
burning..
this sensation that will not help
sobbing..
what was wrong with her to do this
wondering..
why did they choose her to kill it
praying..
"god please forgive, for it made me"
hoping..
forgiveness because her mind was crazy
voices..
calling her name and forcing to kill
heart..
beating too fast for her to feel
stopping..
too much for her to handle at all
dieing..
for sure that it wont be as painful

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