I don't seem to be noticed by you,
I'm just a shadow passing through.
Even if i look as beautiful as can be,
you just look right through me.
We talk for hours at a time,
but i don't think you remember anything.
But you're really never off my mind,
sadly i don't think you even know me.
It's like you look,
but you don't really see.
You've got me hooked,
I'm falling in love slowly.
You're the sweetest guy i know,
and you're as cute as can be.
I try not to show,
all these feelings that I'm feeling.
I'm afraid we'll get too close to each other,
and end up together.
For if that would happen,
things would not end too well.
There'd be no smiling or laughing,
what really occurs we'd never tell.
It always seems to go the same way,
it'll all seem OK.
Then something goes wrong,
and in a flash they're gone.
I'm afraid to give out my heart,
in fear of it being torn apart.
Unfortunately it's been given away before,
and thinking about it makes it hurt more.
Because things never go right for me,
it's like life's against me.
So now i walk in fear,
of getting hurt once again.
And i have so many tears,
because all i have are FRIENDS.
Don't take this is the wrong way,
i absolutely HATE being lonely.
And every night i pray,
for you to be my one and only.
I pray for you to treat me right,
for you to call and say good night.
For you to never leave me,
and for you to love me passionately.
And i do wish i could find my dream guy,
but that'll take time.
So for now I'll just sit and wonder why,
and get on with my lonely and fearful life....