Fears

I can't believe I put it out there again.

My broken heart had been ripped apart again.

I can't feel anymore.

The tears just won't come.

No matter, I know you want some.

To bottle up and remind you my greatest fear came true.

All because of you

I can't bear to live.

Just one more cut to end it all

So watch me fall

from my cloud

to land hard on the ground

My greatest fear came true...

I thought it was losing you...

but it was to have my heart ripped open again...

I can't bear...

I want the blade...

I was deceived