Always Have A Reason To Cry

When you get close to me,
I am as scared as can be.
When you look into my eyes,
My tummy fills with butterflies.
I hate it when you're not near,
Because I hate to miss you.
But I hate it when you are here,
Because I hate not knowing what to do.
My heart skips a beat,
When I see you during the day.
But evevery thing's repeat,
So in my heart, my love will stay.
I keep the key,
So very close to me.
So I can't get hurt again,
But it hurts even more,
To only have you as a friend.
I know I messed up before,
I wish I could take it back.
All this love and romance,
Well I am not too good at that.
But you could at least give me chance...
I seem to loose,
No matter what I do.
I get hurt,
If my heart breaks.
But then I get hurt,
If a risk isn't what I make.
It scares me too think,
I care so much about you.
You're my everything,
With out you I don't know what I would do.
But if we were more than friends,
I know I would get hurt in the end.
I guess I will just keep my feelings inside.
Because no matter what,
I'll always have a reason to cry.....