Falling once more

I know i don't talk
about whats deep inside
but now its coming out
no longer can it hide

the tears from my eyes
that come out in a flow
how i wish they would forever stop
so i could have my face finally show

for this pain that i have
and hating the way it makes me feel
i want it to go away
so i can begin to heal

i don't know why
Ive been starting to go down
back to how i use to be
with my smile as a frown

now you probably didn't care
about what i had to say
but i had to let it out
and say it my own way

so please don't hate on me
for saying how i got it
don't tell me to stop complaining
because you don't know shit