This Pain

All I wanted was for you to take this pain away,
but all you did was make it worse.
They days go by,
but here I lie,
wallowing around wondering what I did wrong.
I hate myself and the pain grows more and more with each passing hour.
Sometimes I dont know how long I can stand it.
Before, I was happy.
Now, all I want to do is fall asleep and never awaken.
Because all I dream about is you.