Locked heart

You gave me your hand
So i held on
I couldn't stand
Let alone get along

5 hours we spent
pouring out our past
It was heaven sent
And i wanted it to last

I started to cry
And you listened to me
My wrists said i wanted to die
That was something you didn't want to see

I deserve better
I deserve you
Through the stormy weather
You'll pull me through

The summer ended
You said you were in love with me
My heart was almost mended
Until you walked out unexpectedly

You cheated on me
And then you lied
You couldn't see
The pain i had inside

My heart was torn
The past was replaying again
Another scar was born
Another unhappy end

And so you're back
Because the feeling never died
My world is black
It faded while i cried

You told me you would never leave
But you weren't there
How can i believe
When you say you care?

It hurts more than you think
To have my heart broken
Because you were my missing link
From the first word spoken

You told me i didn't need friends
But i wasn't screwing that up again
You would match both our ends
Because happiness is what you intend

I didn't need Jen
I didn't need my gram
But i needed to know when
You were really going to give a damn

Lies again... it was all a lie!
Everything you ever said!
How can you let this pass by?
when it's all stuck in my head!

Don't tell me you love me
You need to first feel hurt
I'm not something you're wanting
You're just a damn flirt

Your words... keep them inside
Your hand keep in your pocket
You're sorry that i cried
but i will close my heart and LOCK IT