Nothing

No one really cares how i feel
i try to be someone
but i really am nothing
i look in the mirror and see a lie
i see no one
i grab a knife to slit my writs
but i do not bleed
am i here?
am i alive?
i feel so numb
does anyone care?
he said he loved me
why might he throw this away?
i gave him everything
i gave up so much for him
hes the reason i don't know who i am
he makes me a person
he makes me feel
he gives me life
but right now,
i am nothing.