The attempt

The feeling of fear, so real and true
So scared and worried, what to do?

Thoughts running through my head
Aching pain inside, wishing I was dead

Dirty feelings, telling him to stop
His hands, moving, from bottom to top

Feeling the emotions of history again
Repeating itself, repeating the pain

Powerless and so out of control
Searching for hope, down to my soul

No way of helping myself, what do I do?
I'm saying "no" but he doesn't have a clue!

Finally he realises that he is doing a wrong
But that went on for far too long

My life has been affected, never the same
But to him, it's all a game

A game of power, which he just won
Had his fun, damage is done

Now I have to live with this
Another thing, it takes the piss

Why always me? It's so unfair!
But no one in life even cares!