My Dad (Redone)

If you loved me ,why did you leave me?
If you loved me , why did you make me cry?
If you loved me, why did you abandon without any notice?
Maybe this was just some joke?
But I'm not laughing..........
did you love me or not?
I'm confused......... when you saw me at that door, you cry ed, drank, and left again......So maybe its just your conscience kicking you in the ass or maybe in the black whole our call your heart you have alittle bit of love left for me.......