Unwanted

I hate this world
I want to leave
every1 hates me
even me

I dont like this place
I just want to go
even tho its the easy way out
this I do no

ill shoot myself
take to many pills
do what ever it takes
to kill

I have nothing to live for
I have no home
& everythings wrong
I feel so alone

Ive caused to much pain
shattered peoples lives
all coz of me
and telling lies

so I no if I leave
people will be glad
so thats why ill go
coz I feel real bad

ill say my goodbyes
to my dad and my mum
I love u so much
I had a good run

and to my dear sisters
Please understand
I could no longer live
In this cruel land

one hand holds a jar
Filled with black pills
the other a loaded gun
thats made to kill

what ever kills me first
its like a race
the pills or the bullet
better pick up the pace

I swallow the pills
hold the gun to my head
pull the trigger
and I fall to the bed

Allana Wallace
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