Every word, every smile, every frown, every look from you hurts me so much. I just cant stand it remembering all the fun times we had. I wish those times could last, but now they are just a blur in the past. Before I felt something special between us, but I guess I was wrong. In the end you turned out to be someone I did not thing you were. Dont ask me what, because it just brings pain to my heart. I just want this to stop, is that too much to ask for? All I did was ask you to a dance, and try to show you my feeling for you. I still dont understand why at first you said yes, which brought great joy to my heart, I felt like the luckiest man alive. But then a few days later I find out that you didnt want to go, that you never wanted to go, and to make it worse it wasnt even from you that I heard these words. Yet still you had the guts to tell me that it was nothing against me, it was because you had made plans already. If you already had plans why did you say yes in the beginning? Please just stop the lies why not just tell me the truth. If you had the guts to lie to me twice, why didnt you have them to tell me the truth. To this day I have not understood why you did what you did. First you brought joy to my heart, and in the end you just broke it into pieces, hearing the words from your mouth. Worst of all now you cant even say hi, why is that? When I first met you, I thought you were nice, sweet, and pretty. But now Im not so sure those are the right words to describe you. So just listen to my words, which will not hurt you as much as yours have hurt me, that is not my intention I just want to tell you how I feel; I just hope someday things can be like they were before.
