Life-(Should I Quit)

I lie awake,
Thinking of all my mistakes,

How i was so fake,
How now my heart aches,

With all my pain,
Was my life in vain,

Was there purpose to my life,
Did i get somewhere with all of this strife,

Will my life make an impact,
Or will it be like an unknown fact,

Does it matter,
Would anybody care it my life began to shatter,

Or should i even care,
What my life was like to bare,

How others had to deal,
How i could not really feel,

What others had on their mind,
Love was something that was hard to find,

Should my life continue,
Will i be able to win you,

Or should i just quit,
So i won't have to deal with all of life's shit,

Should i end it now,
Take my last bow,

End it all,
Take my last fall,

RDP-December-2005
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