Tears of red

And once again my tears start to drop
cant hide and and cant be forgotten
all the pain is seen and done but
why does the tears always side with the bad

the good i do is always misunderstood
and all the joy is taken away
and yet i seem to do the same

tears of red are all i find
no tears to smile are to be seen
all the blood is lost and drained

no wonder I'm so unseen
for all the tears have sucked me in
all the pain has teared me apart
and all the good has turned me in
and now i am left apart

what is it i should do
I'm never told but always hurt