A search for the unkown

A passion for something
that just doesnt seem there
a hope thats worth looking
how could i not care

i cant put my finger on it
i dont know its name
but i can feel it in my stomaches pit
its almost like a game

i scream and i yell
and long for something more
no one will tell
it makes my heart sore

not knowing is the worse
worse than my feeling
its almost like a curse
where can i find healing

does this make sense
i cant really say
the feelings just tense
all i can do is pray

there\\\'s no one to blame
and no one should worry
it doesnt even bring me shame
my mind is just blurry