Keep On Pretending

Don't pretend
That theres something here
When I know theres not

Don't pretend to care
When I know you don't
Because I'm just closer to the edge
One more step and down I fall

I don't care anymore
I really don't
So don't try to save me
Because I'd rather fall

Tell me one thing
Is my tears worth anything to you
Probably not

Did you not notice
I wore my heart on my sleeve for you
But as it goes on
That was a mistake

I'll make sure I never come back
Because this was all a dream
A beautifully constructed lie
A lie that can only bring pain and sorrow

I might as well just drink my problems away again
Just like I always have
Maybe It'd wipe the tears
Numb the pain
Better than any painkiller can

So if my heart stops tonight
And I never awake
You'll know and rest in peace
That I've met my fate