Im dying inside
Im letting things go
I have nothing left to hide
this is all a re-playing show
of my life, that was hidden deep
down in me,you should know
that I keep
these memories down deep in my soul
but Im trying to let them go
all these memories in my soul
Just about 2 years ago
I loved this guy
But I found out the hard way
that he didn't love me and was pushed aside
This is a memory in my soul
Back then, I was in a band
it was crazy yet fun
I even held a hand
of a guy that I liked,he was a gentlemen
until the day of a trip
then all went down hill
I will never forget
that horrible day, the look in his eyes
you will never understand
the way I felt beneath
from the power of his hands
This is a memory in my soul
Me and my dad have always been close
even though he never has been
there for me, but I still love him so
he has had his faults
but I still find a way
to love him every day
even if a tear comes
while holding a picture of what will never be
of him and me
This is a memory in my soul
Right about that time
that guy came back into my heart
I thought he had changed
but all he did was tear my world apart
and now I have to live with
the memory of him all of my life
because it is a memory in my soul
that has control
over me and my life
I hate change
I hate not knowing where I am
I hate being alone, and feeling strange
There for a long time
and sometimes even today
even with these rhymes
setting me away
I feel rejected
This is a memory in my soul
Last but not least
another boy has etched his name
in my heart, that is un-able to release
the knowing that once more
he is not for me
