A Letter

Dear Friends and Family

Its been so hard; but it may seem so easy, but in my eyes its been a struggle. And seeing my Doctor every week; is become a chore. I know I'm not perfect, i never said or thought i was, but you expected me to be perfect. Which I'm sorry I'm not. I'm sorry i went this way and I'm sorry I'm not here with you. But I'm watching over; were the pain no longer lives in my torn heart. When you cry a tear; i will be there to wipe it away.

I'm popular; i have so many loving friends; i always have a shoulder to cry on; I'm never had a name called; I'm so lucky to have my friends; Lauren Jed Kerry Chaz Mel Emma Laurel; Every one of you are special; but maybe you cant hear my cries and i need someone who can; God; So please do not weep for me or dwell; because I'm in a place were no one can hurt me.

My family; what a galaxy of stars which shoot in every way, they keep me so safe away from the dangers of the world. The provide me with a roof food and clothes but most of all love. Love that no one could replace. And no one will. And i will hold your hand and heart forever and we will meet again; But i no longer weep for a crying pain.

This is the end; Ive took it for to long
And I'm sorry that you read this today
I'm sorry that you ever knew me
I'm Sorry this is the only way

Love Jess