What i want

I want to scream at you
yet i cant find the words to speak
I want to cry
and yet it makes me feel so weak
I want to tell you how much i love you
even to this day
I want to be in you arms
but i'm afraid you'll push me away
I want to move on
and learn to love again
I want to let go
but i don't think i can
I want to be free
you make me so upset
I want to erase you
but i cant seem to forget