These feelings

Never felt like this before
wanna run out of that door
to a place where i can be free
a place where i can be me.
free from the judgement.
free from the tourment
free from whats keeping me awake

running wild, in a field of fire
this is all that i desire.
the quaking room
the freezing ice
the deadly calm,
the cold device

i stare at you to let me go
if you will, ill never know.
i have no feeling,
in this place
no more than a sad face