Its the inside that matter right?

Its the inside that matters right
so cut me open see who i am
am i good enough for your standard
or am just a boy not a man
go ahead cut deeper see who i am
don't turn back keep the knife steady in your hand

don't turn away at the sight of first blood
you came this far so might as well go the rest
cut me more see the damage you have done
this is all you, your work hurts me inside
this is the game you played, i hope you had fun

sorry if I'm not good, this is who I'm going to be
so finish your job break my heart
just end it already and let me be free

its the inside that matters don't you forget
look around you don't you see what you've done
but I'm sure you don't even have one regret

well now I'm open, so strike your final blow
don't act like didn't do this, your not innocent
hurry up and get it over with so i can just go
you did enough, but you couldn't stop there
had to make me go on and give people a show

well now I'm lost, in the pain given by you
all i wanted was peace together but no
you take that from me with what you do
I'm tired of this leave me alone I'm through

when will it end when can you just leave my head
i cant last much longer in this torment
it seems my only escape is to end up dead

but I'm still here hurting when your in my sight
struggling to forget all of my past
i don't know what you did wrong, but i know it wasn't right
so I'm just gonna go on living i guess
holding on to the pieces of my heart so tight