My life

My life has many wonders
and also many fears
my heart has been torn and mended together again

people would look at me and say
my life is perfect in every way
but there are a lot of things people don't see
like my horrible life and misery

if only you could see
what its like to be me
if only you had to share
all of my dreams and despair

I'm always under stress
never to be set free
my pain is held against me
and will not let me be

my life had gotten really really bad
i had strong emotions
and was feeling really sad

i couldn't take it anymore
i had to cut myself free
so i slowly picked up the knife
and said off to hell with thee

all my trouble and worries got bigger
i had finally had enough
i couldn't go on living this life
everything was going rough

finally all my secrets were out
everyone thought i was crazy and nuts
i had people come up and say
show me your arms it was like i was crazy and i didn't belong

then it finally all went away
everyone thought i was the same person again
but little did they no that all of my secret will come back to life and haunt me