Torture and Pain

Torture and Pain
Is what I have been going through
Through out my whole life.
Received torture and pain from,
My family and friends,....
The ones I have cared for,
The ones I have Loved,so dearly.

Pain which no other has ever felt.
Beating,slapping,hitting from which came,
Came from my family
Bruised,left bleeding and left for dead,
Which was cast upon me from which I called,
My Family
Pain which I stowed upon myself,
For which I have learned from them
Pain for which I do not feel and fear,
Feel and Fear no more.

Torture for which I received for my whole life
Torture for which I try to forget but which can't get rid of
For which no one has received as much as I have
And never will till the day of their death
Tortures me for not knowing,
Knowing but which not knowing who and where,
Where my real mother and father should be
Till the day of my death,
It'll torture me
Torture me for many life times to come.
The torture and pain thrown at me will surely destroy me
Will surly destroy me
Torture and pain you will receive in due time.....
Torture and Pain

written* and done by: Psycho(*on Dec 9th/05)