Once My Heaven, Now My Hell

by Leah   Dec 12, 2005


Crystals submerge on the silhouette of the flowers,
snowflakes melt along my hair
we are dancing as the snow falls
holding hands without a care.

We are laughing, even though
nothing is that funny
you are tickling me so fun
even though it is a winters day
you fill my heart with sun.

:.*

My arms lock around your neck
as you embrace me in your kiss
knowing that its for each other
the reason why we exist.

We could not part from each other
we could not leave each others side
we could not let go of each others hold, even though we'd never tried.

:.*

Your touch was completely tender
every stroke of your fingers thought out, I was at your mercy, like you knew exactly what love was about.

And every time I looked at you
I could not resist to kiss your lips
and the few moments we don't spend together, are the moments that I miss.

:.*

And then your life passed through my eyes, for how could I have not noticed? How could that have been missed? it seemed that you were full of life, every time we kissed.

I didn't know a blade was your friend, or that you cut yourself to deep, I didn't even see the scars,
and I never heard you weep.

:.*

But the knife dug to far within your skin, and finally you died, how could I have not noticed what was going on inside?

My weeping willow buried pain
and ended every tear
it ended my past memories
and was replaced by fear.

:.*

Standing over you grave
just simply wondering 'why'
what was going through your head
not even a good bye.

Standing over your grave
still poisoned under your
loving spell, living in a place, that was once my heaven, but now my hell.

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