Tears

My mother always told me that a strong black women wasn't supposed to cry,
That most men did nothing but lied, and cheated in their spare time.

But like every other, I never really listened to my mother,
So I fell in love and gave my heart, Hoping that we would never part.

I gave you my virginity, in hope that u wouldn`t leave my heart scarred,
But as my mother said you would hurt me,
She said you wouldn't know how to treat me,
But I thought I would just be the first to be lucky.

I cried yesterday, the day before, and today,
And I know what everybody is going to say,
Why keep loving someone if all they do is hurt you,
I know it sounds crazy, but sometimes I feel like the only one who understands me the most is you,
You`re the only boy I have ever loved,
The feeling that I get when I hear your voice,
Leaves me with the feeling that I have no choice...
But to love u.

You`re hurting me, but at the same time you`re making me happy,
At the most should I keep pretending everthings okay or be real,
The tears rolling down my face make me wish I was in a better place,
But is there one?
If I chose to leave you now, would my heart still ache?

I love you and can`t dimagine me without you,
I gave you your space, but you said you still needed more time,
That`s when I almost got you off my mind,
That`s when you called me up and told me that you loved me,
And that we were still a definite maybe.

I was so happy that day, I wish I had still felt that way,
I wish, I wish, I wish, Dreams of me and u,
I wish they would come true,
But they won`t becuase all I have are fears,
Fears of more tears...

...Tears from loving you..

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