You Tell Me What To Feel?

Everyday i feel i love you more and more
yet i feel you don't love me anymore
we speak so much less than we did
we used to be in love, is it still that way?

you're still deciding, are you gonna pick him?
you tell me you love me, but is that true?
i spend about an hour each day,
staring at you thinking, how beautiful you are

i want you so badly, so badly
yet i can't make the decision for you
if you truly love him, deeply,
i want you to be with him to be happy

so make your decision and let me know,
otherwise I'll be left alone outside
waiting for you, and your beauty
just to feel your kiss, in the rain

the waiting continues, and i still worry
she seems to be off with me
is this because shes still deciding?
or because she no longer loves me

3 days hes been there,
i haven't seen her in 2 week
tell me your decision, and tell me now
do you want me or him?

i love you so much yet seeing everything you say
it kills me inside, wishing it was about me
yet i wait for you by true beloved
and hope you pick me, so i can love you for eternity