I sit here and want to live but not like this i no longer want to cut myself but i am so use to it and i can't stop ever since you left and then tryed to come back my ljfe has been a living hell once i think about what i want to do for real i just pick up my razor and without thinking or listening to the world around me i cut deeper than ever before and for once i feel no pain i see my world go dark and hear you scream my name and never again will i have to miss or be mussed by you
