Lost in a hole of self pitty
drowning in this non forgotten pain
wallowing in this anger that you left here
with all these memories trapped here to remain
somedays you expect it to be easy
how do you expect me to cope
with theses emotions i have
it feels like sometimes theres no hope
so you say im being over dramatic
how do you expect me to be strong
when i start to get worn down and upset
with all these feelings ive had so long
cant you see that im dying inside
i feel so tired of this
when really ive just lost my pride
wishing i know longer excist
your trying to make things right
cos you feel like youve lost me
but havent you yet realised
your not losing me
im just losing myself
