Choices

As I walk through life
I wonder why I am here
Is it to find a wife
get married and be full of cheer
or is it to cause fear
destruction, chaos, and malice
to be Satan and kill those dear
send them to hell and drink from a fiery chalice
of all the choices i see
i wonder what to seek
I seek direction and guidance to help me
but all i get is mockery and deceit
I can't win
so I'll flip an coin
and a new life adorn