Pretending

I pretend to be okay,
As you turn your back and walk away.
I pretend we never met,
As I close my eyes and try to forget.
Thinking about our last goodbye.
Trying so hard not to cry.
Now I sit all alone,
Wishing to see your number on my phone.
Knowing this will never be,
I turn my head and begin to weep.
AS my tears fall they remind me of the rain.
A rain that will fall,
And hopefully drown me;
My pain and all.
This wasn't how it was supposed to end.
To be happy, I shall now pretend.