Differences

So close, but still so far away
So much, but still nothing to say
So soon, but still not soon enough
So easy, but still so tough
So many things that aren't what they see
So many things that are dirty, but clean
It seems that there is a fine line in between
But to me that line has yet to be seen
It's hard to find the live between love and hate
I hate him, but still i love him to this day
I hate the way he hurt me, but i couldn't see the signs
I love the way he held me, someone show me the line
There's so much to say, but so little left
So much to listen to, i wish i was deaf
So much pain and suffering going on
So little going right and way too much going wrong
I don't know what to do, with this overwhelming pain,
I wish i could, but i can't stop the rain.