Iâ??m so scared,
the voices in my head say Iâ??m useless, worthless and that they will never love me,
that voice, it wont go away,
please help,
Iâ??d rather end my life then go through this,
but thatâ??s a cowardly move,
and so ii listen to the voice as it destroys me,
disintegrate me bit by bit
the blood pumping through my veins,
is weakening,
my heart is slowing,
my body grows thinner,
as death knocks at the edge of my world,
ii say,
ii canâ??t die yet,
Iâ??m so healthy,
but the scars upon my arm says otherwise,
isnâ??itt funny
now that death is beyond that door,
the voices are gone,
and its just me and ii donâ??t know what to do,
thereâ??s NOTHING for me to do,
Iâ??m left helpless in this body,
where it will die, and my soul,
it will fly elsewhere,
maybe not even to heaven because,
ii killed myself,
not directly
but slowly and painfully...
Suicide.
