Afraid

I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid of having to watch my loved ones cry
and no that there is nothing i can do
to stop the pain that just flows through

I'm afraid to die a horrible death
and feel the pain that cuts through my chest

I'm afraid that if i die
no one will even care to cry
or even think to question why

I'm afraid that when I'm gone
no one will come to visit me
in my new eternal home

hopefully when a die
murder wont be the reason why
i wish to die a peaceful death
not one full of sorrow and regret