I hate myself...

I hate myself,
and the stupid choices I make
I'm such a liar,
I'm such a fake,
I smile but inside I have this depressed feeling,
that I just can't shake.

"I'm okay I promise",
is all i ever say,
But if you looked hard enough,
I think my scars would give the truth away.

I hate myself,
I'm ugly and I filled with sorrow,
If I could just live someone elses life,
I wish someone elses body I could borrow.

Cause I hate mine,
I wish things could change,
but I'm to far in,
and my life can't rearrange.