Broken Heart

There's always someone else,
there's always someone better,
I've learned that throughout life,
I'm never going to be #1, the top, the head;

The things I feel,
just talking to you,
my head goes crazy,
all I think is 'what to do, what to do';

I can't keep this up,
this act of friendship,
when I'm wanting so much more,
needing a relationship;

Who am I fooling,
in thinking we're even close,
I think you can tell though,
I think it shows;

I really don't understand,
what I'm doing so wrong,
why it doesn't work between us,
how I've been foolish all along;

I don't know why,
I fell for you,
but I do know now,
that it'll never undo;

I am begging,
with all my might,
that you'll give me a chance,
that theres a hope in sight;

But again,
who am I fooling,
it'll never ever happen,
that's just unruly;

I've been ruined,
and you've brought me back,
from the nothing I became,
to the weakling I stand as;

I may be weak,
nothing wrong on your part,
it's not your fault,
it's my broken heart;