How do I take what is not mine to have.
How do I love what is not mine to love.
How do I love when the love is feel is never returned.
Why do I cry after each and everything, regardless the hurt.
Why do I love one who loves another.
Why do I care so much and yet care so little about all the pain.
Does it mean nothing to me.
Who is "me", the person is gone, lost to the acidic turning of time.
Lost in the slow rythmic beating of this heart so soon to fall and fail
Why do I do the things I do and hurt myself even more.
I dont know what to do.
I feel lost, no one can help me, no one can save me, no one can do anything to help.
I am tired of being hurt.
I want it to stop but I need the pain and what it brings to me.
How do you hurt an enemy who is trying to hurt themselves.
How do you hurt me.
All I need to know is why I do these things.
Nobody can answer, no one can tell why I subject myself to these things.
I am a lost soul searching for his way home.
But I have no home so where am I to go?
