Suicidal love

Seven months minus one,
just one day left,
for them it was never just fun,
sometimes they argued so much they wish they were deaf.

she asked him whats the point of all this,
he said he doesn't want to ruin her life anymore,
but the truth is even with arguments she thinks its pure bliss,
but he doesn't get it and it won't be like before.

tonight they weep,
silence is their song,
while other people try to sleep,
she wonders what went wrong.

silence continues to play,
he cuts his wrist and suddenly faints,
she feels so much pain, and will learn to hate this day,
as his friends hide everything that can kill, including paint.

in his bag they find sleeping pills,
even the receipt,
realizing how bad they are going downhill,
and how his behavior lately is all just deceit.

even though he's still alive right now,
she wonders if they will ever be free like a dove,
but for now all she thinks is who what where when and how,
why did this relationship become a suicidal love?
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i tried to convince my boyfriend not to break up with me, he wouldn't listen, he said we're breaking up now and went silent, and his best friends told me he cut himself from his wrist to his arm and fainted... his best friend and his girlfriend were able to keep him from suiciding tonight, but I'm scared hes going to try to suicide again... if he suicides, i will too...
our love... our suicidal love...