Im sorry i never told you

I'm sorry i never told you,
what i look for in a friend,
but then again i thought it was safe to assume,
that by now you would have guessed.

even tho its too late,
as you have betrayed my trust,
taken my kindness cruelly,
and shoved it up someone's ass,
even tho after all the things that i did for you these times,
the shoulder on which you cry on,
shall never again be mine,
even thou its too late,
as you have blown your chance,
i shall tell you one last time,
what a friendship entails.

a friendship is something one looks to,
when no other roads are their,
someone you can rely on,
to always be your staircase,
someone who'll lift you up above all the clouds,
and share joy in your glory,
someone who will never let you down,
one who saves your hurt your pride every single day,
someone who doesn't let jealousy get in the way,
and who never lets a boy ruin the any day.

what i want in a friendship is to get back what i give.
i always thought that within you i had found a true friend,
but you broke all the rules,
and have torn my heart apart,
you through all of my kindness straight at my face,
and laughed when i tried to explain that you have lost the race.

i looked to you for help that week,
someone to lean on,
but you where no longer there,
you had left my side.

so now i shall tell you,
for one time alone,
that you have lost a friendship,
you will have no more,
for you i did a lot,
a true friend i was,
but then again you will soon realize,
that me you have lost.

so next time you take one for granted,
take a second to think,
do they have to tell you what a friendship should be.

i am not sorry at all,
that to you i did not tell this,
what i am sorry for,
is that you never knew to begin with,
and now you have lost,
all the chances i gave,
i now have other found some truly great friends.

so good bye and next time you see me,
think of what you have lost,
and i will say one last time,
i am sorry you never knew,
and finally i say Good bye.