Life!!!

The world is spinning,
but yet I can see nothing moving,
I don't even see my cold breath in the cold winter air any more,
when i look forward all I see is my Missouri and my pain, when I look a head i used to see my Britte future but know I see nothing at all..

What is the reason of life? does my life even have a purpose?
if there is no reason for me why am I here?

Lord If there's no reason or hope for me why don't you just come heal all my pain and take me with you....