This is me pretending not to care
laying on my side
acting like I cant hear
the words that whip me on my back
leaving trails of black
they bruise me
cant seem to grasp
whats real now
it seems like this
has turned into a game
no longer meaningful
Here I am sitting in the corner
tearing at my skin
pulling out my hair
confusion driving me insane
I cant remember which name
can be paired with yours
stay here or leave
cant remember which one
you said to me
my wrists they bleed
only in my darkest fantasies
it wasn't suppose to be this hard
I guess I was wrong
tell me when this car ride is through
I'll be in the back
wanting you to tell me
when all of this will or wont end
with us
