Big Oak

All those times we sat
right under that beauty
of an oak tree
I never said

How much I truly love you
How much I'd miss you
How much I cared
How much I wanted to tell you

So much to do, with so little time
So All I did was stare at you
with a glimpse of a smile
floating over my face

You never told me how you felt
You never said that you were depressed
You never ran off on me
You never gave a damn for life

But I never knew that you loved me
I never read your diary
To see how you felt about me and life
How much you wanted to get rid of life

So that's what you did
and now it's winter
dark and gray
I'm now crying for a day

I went up to the oak tree today
to sit there
I read your farewell letter there; today
sweet; I was the only one who got a farewell letter

You now, I really Miss you
I can't get over you
maybe I should do the same thing you did
Maybe I should leave this world alone

But I'm gonna live my life
find me a husband, and my husband will find his wife
And I'll be alive
until I go to heaven and see you

But what I want to ask you right now
is
How Do you ever breathe again?

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