The feeling of rage, guilt, and sadness race through me
They just won't let me be
Yet, faster than the speed of light
There is the opposite feeling thats out of sight
So excitingly happy, I hyperventilate
My mind just can't wait
Both take turn burning me out
They try not to let me shout
Eventually one feeling takes over the other
Leaving the other to temporarily smoother
The manic feeling that has won lingers in my soul
It has reached its goal
Wondering when the chaos will match with my mind
Is for free will to find
I am still in my pit
Holding every life rope I can get
Hour by hour I continue to step an inch
Praying I won't get that pinch
