Disoriented Life

A life full of pain and lies
Secrets hidden and crying eyes
She hurts herself for many reasons
Always cutting through out every season
All she knows is the pain she can feel
Wondering to herself, “can this all be real?”
Her mother doesn’t seem to care
And her father was never really there
She tries to hide it but the pain still shows
Only her closest friend really knows
The two girls together almost share a life
For every night each girl goes to sleep in the comfort of a knife
Deep thoughts run through their heads
As they lie awake in their beds
Though not related they are now close as ever
Wondering if they would be trapped in this world forever
Drama and ignorance fills the school
Too many teenage remotes thinking that getting pregnant is cool
To end life now would probably be great
But would a new life also be full of hate?
There’s nothing left to do now but think
Is it worth it? Are they here for a reason?