When sorry isn't good enough

Ever since the day
I found I was a mistake
life seems like a dream
like I'm not even awake

the pain has sharpened
everything is so clear
now that I know
that I shouldn't be here

I have no worth
it's hard to believe
at least now I know
why my dad had to leave

I apoloigze to my family
I try to be tough
but what can you do
when sorry isn't good enough

I think about leaving
so I try to run away
but although mom doesn't want me
she is forcing me to stay

I am too confused
my life is just too rough
I have nothing else to say
sorry wasn't good enough