Fell Too Deep

Sorry for not being able to go on
I no longer have any strength
My heart keeps breaking into pieces
When you tell ppl Im just ur friend

I dont know how to tell you this
I cant seem to find a way
To tell you that I think its time
We went our seperate ways

I am tired of being second
Not being your only one
Only being yours
When your looking for fun

I love you too much now
I didnt notice what I was feeling
And now its too late
Since my heart is breaking

I fell in too deep
And I cant find my way out of ur heart
Every single kiss u now give me
Slowly tears me apart

Now when you touch me
I wonder if u touch her the same way
And I no longer feel excitement
Instead my soul slowly fades away

So I think its time to give up on us
And on everything we had
I cant believe I am thinking this
But I just cant control all of this sad

Baby please understand me
I dont want this to end
I want to be in your arms forever
I want to be more than just "special friends"

But I know that you dont love me
I know that I cant be more
So thats why today Im letting go
And I am walking out this door

Its killing me inside
For you are so great to me
You arent just a luver
You make me feel complete

But I am hurting too much
I cant deny my jealousy any more
I cant get the picture out of my head
Its making me feel so sore

My heart is broken
Ive been crying all night
Because I have to let you go
Because I have lost this fight

You belong to her
I was only a temporary thing
But oh you made me happy
You made me feel like everything

But now with the new year
And with everything we have done
I say goodbye to you and remind you
That your my only one

But that you and I arent meant to be
And I cant go on crying for you
For I know this battle is lost
I lost the moment I fell for you

Ya know who this about...I feel like letting go, but something is holding me back. I cant do it girls. I am so stuck. I love him too much. And I just cant seem to find the way to let him know how I feel.